I keep reminding myself of this lately because, for some reason, the reality of it hasn't quite kicked in yet. I know that I am finished, and this opens up a few doors to me in terms of possible future adventures. I realize that I haven't done nearly as much as I wish I've done. Some people have made fun of me because completing a Master's degree is doing something, something big, but then again, the people who say it haven't done it. My Master's program has been a matter of locking myself into the deepest privacy I can get myself into and writing alone. All of it has been writing alone. Yeah, what an adventure. I have to admit, of course, that the completion of my thesis project and my Master's degree has been a personal achievement. It was worth everything it cost me, but now it's time to live a little.
Tonight I watched my favorite movie Elizabethtown for perhaps the hundredth time, and I was
reminded again of all the things that used to inspire me when I was younger. I remember the phone conversation between Claire (my heroine) and Drew... "Everyone has to take a solitary road trip at some point in their life--just you and some
music." I have wanted to follow this advice for the past six years, and I have decided that this year might be the one where I have to follow through. I want to get my music and my car and myself and hit the road.
There are a million things I want to do, and life is too short to save them.
ditch the boy and do it up... get free for a while and see what life brings.
ReplyDeleteDitch the boy? Ha, good one.
ReplyDeleteHe's my companion for several of these journeys, but I definitely need at least one just for me. But ditching him isn't really necessary. He doesn't bug me much :)