Weekends, Worries and other things...

The week has been a long one and I am glad it is nearing its end. I don't like being without him and look forward to his weekend returns. I have lots of work to do and lots of things to concentrate on all the time, but having extra time to myself doesn't make it easier to get them done. Usually I start feeling melancholy and lonely for him instead of feeling more able to focus. I suppose this is something that I will learn in time. I'll figure out how to focus instead of getting distracted by feeling lonely, I'm sure...for now though, I am still living for the weekends! I am so glad to see him today. I've been counting down to today since about Tuesday...and it's finally THE WEEKEND! :)

In addition to this week being a complicated mass of things going on and me being distracted, I have also made some interesting decisions this week. I've decided that I might go back and get my high school teaching license...just to be more diverse. I would love to get my PhD and be a professor, but I need to first figure out if I have that drive within me. My struggle with the Master's thesis is making me wonder if I do. Maybe my big problem is my tendency to question myself about everything! I don't know...but I guess I need to figure that out too. Eventually.

Meanwhile, I must complete the work that is before me and worry about the future in the future. Worry is a really bad excuse for laziness.